Mood:Neutral
Song of Choice:"Stories" by Trapt
Topic: Nonsense
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 4 days
Days Until Spring Break: 51
Headstrong 4:45
Circling your head contemplating everything you ever said / Now I know the truth I got a doubt / A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out / See you later / I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold / See inside, inside of our heads / Well that’s all over we heard what you said / Back off we’ll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong / Headstrong we’re Headstrong / Back off We’ll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong /This is not where you belong // I can’t take anything away / I won’t give everything away // It’s in your eyes and your disguise is not worth hiding anymore / We’re in control you can’t tell us how to live our lives anymore // Conclusions manifest your first impressions got to be your very best / I see you’re full of s*** and that’s alright / That’s how you play I guess you get through every night / Now that’s over / I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold / See inside, inside of our heads / Well that’s all over we heard what you said / I know I know all about your motives inside and your decision to hide
Made Of Glass 3:29
I don’t know anything at all and I’m somebody else / It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself / And I don’t need to hear your answer I just need you to see / That I think it’s time to break down these walls that we throw // Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling / Am I made of glass ’cause you see right through me / I don’t know who I am and you’re the only one who sees that / I can’t ask these questions that cannot be answered today / And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart / I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself /And I don’t need to hear your answer I just need you to feel / Like there are no boundaries at all // And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past / Will you be there waiting for me / I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won’t last/ So I’ll be here waiting for you // Will we ever feel this good again – Not today // Will we ever feel this real
again – Not today // Will you ever be mine again – Not today // Will we ever feel this real again – Not today
Hollowman 5:03
I can't remember / The last time you cared about anything / The last time you allowed yourself to be seen / so pretentious your lies unrelenting disguise / Creating tears in your eyes your mind withers and dies / pretending to be something you are not / somewhere in the middle you are now caught / You’ve never seen who you really are / No life breathes in you / All the time you laugh you wait you cry / No part of your life is true / All the time your life passes you by / I don’t ever want to see I don’t ever want to be like you, Hollow Man / I don’t care what you give / Hollow man you can’t live like this // Your voice is just a whisper / You call upon your blank thoughts as you try / To fit in where you missed her / You missed the chance to stop living a lie
These Walls 4:05
Something missing / Left behind / Search in circles / Every time I try / I’ve been here before / I’ve seen you before / I can’t escape walking through these halls / Hard to find a place where there are no walls / And no lines begging me to cross / Only straight ahead better move along / Like Clockwork / I commit the crime / I pretend to be / everything they like / I’ve been here before / I’ve seen you before / And I trade everything for this / And I trade everything for this / Why do I read the writing on the wall / Why do I read the writing on the wall / I won’t lose my place in line / I’ve been here too long and I’ve spent to much time / I won’t lose my place in line / I’ve been here too long and I’ve spent too much time
Still Frame 4:31
Please help me ’cause I’m breaking down, this picture’s frozen and I can’t get out (of here) / Believe me, I’m just as lost as you / And every time I think I’ve finally made it / I learn I’m farther away than I’ve ever been before / I see the clock and it’s ticking away, and the hourglass empty / What the f*** do I have to say / Keep it inside the image portrayed / As if I couldn’t stand losing as if I couldn’t be saved, no way / A small confession I think I’m starting to lose it / I think I’m drifting away from the people I really need / A small reflection on when we were younger / We had it all figured ’cause we had everything covered / Now we’re older it’s getting harder to see / What this future will hold for us, what the f*** are we going to be? / I’m afraid I’m falling farther away (from where I want to be)
Echo 4:11
I think about your face / And how I fall into your eyes / The outline that I trace / Around the one that I call mine / Time that called for space / Unclear where you drew the line / I don’t need to solve this case / And I don’t need to look behind // Close my eyes / Let the whole thing pass me by / There is no time / To waste asking why // So I’ll run away with you by my side / I need to let go of this pride / Until this echo in my mind // Before this echo can subside / Do I expect to change / The past I hold inside / With all the words I say / Repeating over in my mind / Some things you can’t erase / No matter how hard you try / An exit to escape/ Is all there is left to find
The Game 4:05
How have you been, nice to see you again / How quickly these conversations seem to end / You meet a friend, every now and then /How quickly these relations turn into trends // Put all your walls up and open your windows / And close all your doors /You find yourself standing in front of the mirror/ And now you need more // What do you wish for / To catch you as you’re falling / So easy to ignore / But now you hear it calling again // I wouldn’t want to be you / This lonely game that you play / Between your walls you confuse / Every heart that you break / So afraid that you’ll lose / Always a void to replace / I wouldn’t want to play you // You try and pretend, the truth is hard to bend / How easy these translations can be read / What if you were led to play a different game instead / How hard these frustrations are to mend // Does it matter to you? // Just Wait
When All Is Said And Done 4:16
You have a chance to really shine now / Well patience was never one of your true virtues / Stop trying to control everything and f*** what they say, what do you have to prove? // So why am I waiting, this time that I’m wasting, if that’s what you mean // How will this be when all is said and done, will I know where I’m from remember me / Where will I be, I guess I’m on the run and time is catching up behind me // I’m scared to be the only one who sees / The hourglass run dry ’cause too much time went by / Why do I try to prove that I will be ready for everything thrown at me // These thoughts trickle down, imaginary lines cut through the ground / So why am I waiting, this time that I’m wasting, if that’s what you mean
Enigma 4:40
Do we know how to get the message across / We turn the lights off to find a way out / It’s hard to get through to grasp what was lost / Don’t turn the light off and leave me in the dark / Hey, I’m pleading, my soul is bleeding / I don’t want to be left alone, not when I’m right next to you/ What are you thinking, it’s so misleading / Is it not for me to know, I think it’s just hard for you to show // We never spoke in the words that we want / We turn the lights off to find a way out / We’ve never chosen to keep what we’ve got / Don’t turn the light off and leave me in the dark // I thought it would be nice to lie down and close my eyes / It never occurred to me that I am already asleep // Don’t be the one to be let go / Don’t be the one to be alone
Stories 3:55
I found a line and then it grew / I found myself still thinking of you / I felt so empty and now I’m fine / But it's still burning when will you be mine // Too much of the same stories in our lives / I think it’s time to change, don't you? / (I think it’s time for us to walk away from here) / Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside // Now look at me still in your mind / Our memories so intertwined / Well you broke through and found your way / And so did I no need to stay // Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night / Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night / Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you / I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you / That look in your eyes I never thought that this would be untrue
New Beginning 4:15
The pressure is building I want to break away / Motivation is lacking the point starts to fade / I look to the bottom still empty still the same / I’m waiting for something to show me the way / To the path that I should take, it’s just too real to go ahead and fake / Every step that I make / Name your price I would give anything / I want to start over again / What do I want I have nothing to say / Whatever it is I want it today / Do we choose our own ground Do we choose to stay / Well I’ve seen too many throw it away // Do I see just one small chance to be myself to try and make it last / Every step that I take
Song of Choice:"Stories" by Trapt
Topic: Nonsense
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 3 Weeks and 4 days
Days Until Spring Break: 51
Headstrong 4:45
Circling your head contemplating everything you ever said / Now I know the truth I got a doubt / A different motive in your eyes and now I’m out / See you later / I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold / See inside, inside of our heads / Well that’s all over we heard what you said / Back off we’ll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong / Headstrong we’re Headstrong / Back off We’ll take you on / Headstrong to take on anyone / I know that you are wrong /This is not where you belong // I can’t take anything away / I won’t give everything away // It’s in your eyes and your disguise is not worth hiding anymore / We’re in control you can’t tell us how to live our lives anymore // Conclusions manifest your first impressions got to be your very best / I see you’re full of s*** and that’s alright / That’s how you play I guess you get through every night / Now that’s over / I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold / See inside, inside of our heads / Well that’s all over we heard what you said / I know I know all about your motives inside and your decision to hide
Made Of Glass 3:29
I don’t know anything at all and I’m somebody else / It could take years to find you, it could years to find myself / And I don’t need to hear your answer I just need you to see / That I think it’s time to break down these walls that we throw // Am I still breathing have I lost that feeling / Am I made of glass ’cause you see right through me / I don’t know who I am and you’re the only one who sees that / I can’t ask these questions that cannot be answered today / And even if everything goes wrong and we start to fall apart / I will understand where you are, I will understand this by myself /And I don’t need to hear your answer I just need you to feel / Like there are no boundaries at all // And how far have we come, too far to throw away the past / Will you be there waiting for me / I have to ask what we are, if I ask today it just won’t last/ So I’ll be here waiting for you // Will we ever feel this good again – Not today // Will we ever feel this real
again – Not today // Will you ever be mine again – Not today // Will we ever feel this real again – Not today
Hollowman 5:03
I can't remember / The last time you cared about anything / The last time you allowed yourself to be seen / so pretentious your lies unrelenting disguise / Creating tears in your eyes your mind withers and dies / pretending to be something you are not / somewhere in the middle you are now caught / You’ve never seen who you really are / No life breathes in you / All the time you laugh you wait you cry / No part of your life is true / All the time your life passes you by / I don’t ever want to see I don’t ever want to be like you, Hollow Man / I don’t care what you give / Hollow man you can’t live like this // Your voice is just a whisper / You call upon your blank thoughts as you try / To fit in where you missed her / You missed the chance to stop living a lie
These Walls 4:05
Something missing / Left behind / Search in circles / Every time I try / I’ve been here before / I’ve seen you before / I can’t escape walking through these halls / Hard to find a place where there are no walls / And no lines begging me to cross / Only straight ahead better move along / Like Clockwork / I commit the crime / I pretend to be / everything they like / I’ve been here before / I’ve seen you before / And I trade everything for this / And I trade everything for this / Why do I read the writing on the wall / Why do I read the writing on the wall / I won’t lose my place in line / I’ve been here too long and I’ve spent to much time / I won’t lose my place in line / I’ve been here too long and I’ve spent too much time
Still Frame 4:31
Please help me ’cause I’m breaking down, this picture’s frozen and I can’t get out (of here) / Believe me, I’m just as lost as you / And every time I think I’ve finally made it / I learn I’m farther away than I’ve ever been before / I see the clock and it’s ticking away, and the hourglass empty / What the f*** do I have to say / Keep it inside the image portrayed / As if I couldn’t stand losing as if I couldn’t be saved, no way / A small confession I think I’m starting to lose it / I think I’m drifting away from the people I really need / A small reflection on when we were younger / We had it all figured ’cause we had everything covered / Now we’re older it’s getting harder to see / What this future will hold for us, what the f*** are we going to be? / I’m afraid I’m falling farther away (from where I want to be)
Echo 4:11
I think about your face / And how I fall into your eyes / The outline that I trace / Around the one that I call mine / Time that called for space / Unclear where you drew the line / I don’t need to solve this case / And I don’t need to look behind // Close my eyes / Let the whole thing pass me by / There is no time / To waste asking why // So I’ll run away with you by my side / I need to let go of this pride / Until this echo in my mind // Before this echo can subside / Do I expect to change / The past I hold inside / With all the words I say / Repeating over in my mind / Some things you can’t erase / No matter how hard you try / An exit to escape/ Is all there is left to find
The Game 4:05
How have you been, nice to see you again / How quickly these conversations seem to end / You meet a friend, every now and then /How quickly these relations turn into trends // Put all your walls up and open your windows / And close all your doors /You find yourself standing in front of the mirror/ And now you need more // What do you wish for / To catch you as you’re falling / So easy to ignore / But now you hear it calling again // I wouldn’t want to be you / This lonely game that you play / Between your walls you confuse / Every heart that you break / So afraid that you’ll lose / Always a void to replace / I wouldn’t want to play you // You try and pretend, the truth is hard to bend / How easy these translations can be read / What if you were led to play a different game instead / How hard these frustrations are to mend // Does it matter to you? // Just Wait
When All Is Said And Done 4:16
You have a chance to really shine now / Well patience was never one of your true virtues / Stop trying to control everything and f*** what they say, what do you have to prove? // So why am I waiting, this time that I’m wasting, if that’s what you mean // How will this be when all is said and done, will I know where I’m from remember me / Where will I be, I guess I’m on the run and time is catching up behind me // I’m scared to be the only one who sees / The hourglass run dry ’cause too much time went by / Why do I try to prove that I will be ready for everything thrown at me // These thoughts trickle down, imaginary lines cut through the ground / So why am I waiting, this time that I’m wasting, if that’s what you mean
Enigma 4:40
Do we know how to get the message across / We turn the lights off to find a way out / It’s hard to get through to grasp what was lost / Don’t turn the light off and leave me in the dark / Hey, I’m pleading, my soul is bleeding / I don’t want to be left alone, not when I’m right next to you/ What are you thinking, it’s so misleading / Is it not for me to know, I think it’s just hard for you to show // We never spoke in the words that we want / We turn the lights off to find a way out / We’ve never chosen to keep what we’ve got / Don’t turn the light off and leave me in the dark // I thought it would be nice to lie down and close my eyes / It never occurred to me that I am already asleep // Don’t be the one to be let go / Don’t be the one to be alone
Stories 3:55
I found a line and then it grew / I found myself still thinking of you / I felt so empty and now I’m fine / But it's still burning when will you be mine // Too much of the same stories in our lives / I think it’s time to change, don't you? / (I think it’s time for us to walk away from here) / Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside // Now look at me still in your mind / Our memories so intertwined / Well you broke through and found your way / And so did I no need to stay // Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night / Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night / Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote for you / I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you / That look in your eyes I never thought that this would be untrue
New Beginning 4:15
The pressure is building I want to break away / Motivation is lacking the point starts to fade / I look to the bottom still empty still the same / I’m waiting for something to show me the way / To the path that I should take, it’s just too real to go ahead and fake / Every step that I make / Name your price I would give anything / I want to start over again / What do I want I have nothing to say / Whatever it is I want it today / Do we choose our own ground Do we choose to stay / Well I’ve seen too many throw it away // Do I see just one small chance to be myself to try and make it last / Every step that I take
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